Friday, January 25, 2008

Laughter Cures

the meaningful life?

Oh man… doubt can really sneak up on you and it doesn’t care where you’re at or what it’s timing is. I think I’ve got it all figured out sometimes and the smallest thing can send you careening off course. Every so often it feels as if the planets have aligned to augment my life’s frustration.

In life I’ve set out to do plenty of things;but will I be blessed with the privilege of living a meaningful life? Am I destined to live this life as a number or just a blip in the Morse code of history? Why are we built with this need to feel significant? Am I just pursuing my goals to satisfy some chemical reaction in my brain that makes me feel fulfilled? Who really cares if I ever ‘win’ in the game of life; why should it matter? Why don’t I just live to do whatever’s easiest, or whatever’s most pleasurable? After all, don’t most people work hard now only to have things made easier down the road whenever their deferred benefit reaches them?

OK so I’m supposed to make the world a better place…but why? Is there some balance book in heaven that keeps track who gave and too took? I’ll never live in this better world I create…

I just have a tough time discovering meaning sometimes…I should be stronger than this.

Thank God for grace and ultimate significance through Him…or I might have zero hope of a meaningful life.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Cover Concept

Well, apparently the 2 demo tracks are almost out of production! here's a quick art concept I may use for this first go...